Random visions and experiences between 2011 and 2012

Over the course of 2011/12 I experienced a number of random and yet wonderful things. Many of which occurred when I was doing the most menial of tasks.  Here’s a quick run down of some of the occurrences:

  • Whilst walking the dog I began to  sense I was turning into a white Pegasus.  It was such a strange sensation even now I struggle to describe it.  Essentially I started to feel like my feet and hands had become hooves, my body wanted me to go on all fours and out of my back I felt wings yet again.  And to top it all off I desperately felt a sense of wanting to toss my head around as horses do.  It was such a weird experience and as I’m in the process of walking my dog on the lead I was really struggling to remain a normal upright walking human being.  I struggled to walk and felt very clumsy – I found myself looking down at my feet concentrating on having only two legs and moving one in front of the other.  Thank god I was the only one around at the time – I must of looked like I was really drunk  hahahaha.
  • Another time whilst walking the dog, I looked further up the path to make sure there were no other dogs/walkers coming our way that looked like they needed avoiding (got to love dog owners who walk their dogs off the leash and yet can’t control them :/ ) – no one was around which was great.  But for about 5 seconds a partial golden outline of a white robed figure stood along the path about 20 mts in front of me.  He/She was about 3 mts tall.  The outline appeared more masculine than femine but wearing long flowing garments.  But the outline was only 1/2 the body approx – going from the left ear, up over the head and down the right side of the body all the way to the ground.  Much of the left side (from the ear down) was missing.  And this outline floated about 1m off the ground.  An angel perhaps?  Who knows.
  • Walking in the shopping mall in the city, and I begin to feel such a level of joy and lightness of being.  I feel wings sprout out of my back and part of me wants desperately to fly off and have fun flying around the air – so much so that I could feel myself lifting and was just hanging on by my toes to the ground.  I remember looking around the crowds checking to see if other people were noticing what was going on but of course they all had their own pre-occupations. LOL thank god!
  • My main spirit guide up until around this time was Pomee – an old Indian chief.  Some time earlier he had given me a peace pipe during a meditation.  Odd because I didn’t smoke but I took it as a symbolic gesture of partnership, respect and friendship.   But during a mediation in late 2011 he came to me and after sharing a smoke using the peace pipe he looked intently at me – as he had never done before – and I knew that it was his way of saying farewell.  In my heart I knew he was saying that he was going to be taking a step back from being the main guide and letting another one come through for the next phase of my life.  It was actually a really sad moment.  It was at the point a guide who I call ‘Devine Miss M’ took over the job so to speak.  But  having said that – its 2016 now and Pomee has come back on the odd occasion and I still call upon all my guides regularly.
  • 2011/12 was also around the time I started learning about my past lives.  During a crystal healing session the therapist picked up on one which went along way to explaining stuff about a relationship I had had in this lifetime.  And why the break up of that relationship really effected me – which I could never explain or rationalise to myself.  Of course little did I know at the time it would another 5 years before I finally resolved it.
  • During a course on ‘Channeling’ which I briefly mentioned in my last post, I learnt some great ways to lift my vibrations and open up to receiving messages.  Our level of existence is so dense that if you want to communicate with them, it helps for us to meet them half way, and there are definite steps one can do to help with that.    It was during this course that I learnt about some of the many levels of existence – angels, the star people (eg Pleadianes, Lemurians..), ascended masters, gods/goddesses, etc…..
    My visit to the star people has had a lasting effect on me to this day. It occurred during a meditation in class – I visited another planet/galaxy/dimension (not 100% sure what but definitely another planet at least), and it was on this planet that I encountered a few beings.   The planet was very similar to earth in the sense that it had trees and grass with a sky, mountains and oceans.  But the colours and shapes were different.  The grass was pinkish purple.  The part of the planet that I saw was largely a grassy savanna with the odd tree that was purple too. The beings I met were human in shape – with 2 arms, 2 legs, a head ontop of a body….you know….like us.  But they weren’t solid.  Instead they were as if made from jelly or some clear silicone like substance – they were largely see-through except for the sparkles trapped in the jelly.  It was as if someone had made a human mold, filled it with clear jelly and poured a large amount of glitter into the mix.  The sparkles in these people were blue and white coloured – much like LED lights today.  In fact nowadays, some Christmas decorations remind me a lot of what I saw back then.  These people were taller than us however – somewhere between 6-9 feet in height and because they were clear there was no discernible facial features like eyes or mouth.  And yet they could telepathically communicate with me.  I also noticed there were no structures around when I met them. Whether this is because they lived underground (which is the feeling I got at the time) or they just hid them from me/took me away from them I can’t say.  But I called them “star people” because it was as if they were made from the stars as each of the sparkles seemed to emanate its own light instead of reflecting it from elsewhere.  I felt an overwhelming sense of love and welcome from them and the strangest part of all this was that they told me that they were my true family and that I had agreed to go to earth as part of my journey but that they were infact my true parents.  And somewhere deep inside of me I knew this to be true because there was just a deep level of recognition with this group of people that I can’t explain.  At the end of the meditation we shared our experiences, and the facilitators explained that what I had experienced (my strong sense of connection) was because I was from there, others in the class connected strongly with some of the other levels we had explored in other classes.  I just remember going home and for the first time in my life I felt deathly homesick – but not for my earth family, but my star family.  The level of homesickness I felt was far more than anything I’d ever felt for my earth family/home – even when I first left home.  And even to this day, there is a part of me that yearns to go home to them.

Angel cards & crystal healing workshops

2011 was the year that I started taking part in courses to learn more about the other side of life.

I had always liked crystals as things of beauty and for jewelry but nothing more. I didn’t believe in angels in the way that the church tells us. It just has never sat right with me.

A friend at work told me about some workshops she had done and I decided to try them out also. I figured it couldn’t hurt and I was always keen to expose myself to new ideas and experiences.

So my first workshop was a one day ‘Connecting with Angels’ workshop.   I must admit that I did go in a bit apprehensive thinking ‘here we go….brace yourself for the religious bullshit’.

But it never came up.

Instead I learnt about:

  • angel numbers (repeatedly seeing the same sequence or number pattern (eg 1:11). I had been experiencing seeing repeating number patters on clocks and posters for years but didn’t know what it meant. For example, everytime I looked at a clock it would always involve 1’s eg 1:11 or 11:11 or 11:01 or 10:11. Check out this article by Doreen Virtue for the meaning behind the numbers
  • another way to do automatic writing (slightly different to how my friend had shown my in highschool)
  • meditating to connect with them
  • various names and roles they have
  • how to know they are around you

Part of the day was spent using Angel Cards. I went along with the activity but didn’t expect anything from it. In fact I was a little hesitant as in year 12 I had a painful experience when handling tarot cards and since then didn’t think any of these ‘cards’ were something I should be getting involved in. But handling the Angel cards was an enjoyable experience. I felt like a goose trying to ‘read’ the meaning even with the help of the book that comes along with the pack. But on the third round, for a brief few seconds the cards in front of me lit up in different colours. I was doing a 12 month spread and some cards lit up with a gentle yellow haze and others dimmed a little, it was also accompanied by a strong feeling that the light/dark represented good/bad months of the year for my activity partner. I was blown away. I explained what I saw and she was very interested. After that I thought I could learn to use and work with Angel cards and have done so since then. I’ve purchased a few different packs over the years – like fairies, nature spirits, etc – but the ones I keep coming back to are Doreen Virtues Angel Tarot Cards. And I have had some amazing experiences using them. They are scarily accurate and I’ve been able to help a number of friends by using them which is the most rewarding part of it all. I still need to use the book that comes with it but am learning more and more when that is required and when just to use my gut instinct and intuition.

It’s thanks to this course and a channeling course I did later that I can sense the angels presence with me more acutely. This is partly practice and partly allowing them to come to me. We have the free will to not invite them into our lives but we also have the ability to invite them in.  And they want to help us – they want us to ask for their help.   And when we ask them to come to us they do. How do I know they are near? A few ways:

  • I get sensations in my body when they are near (eg goose bumps on certain parts of my body or a presence of something large but loving near me)
  • After meditating or even just thinking about them I see a white feather quite randomly
  • Repeating numbers

Another workshop I took part in that year was in crystals – more specifically how to use them to heal ourselves. This opened up a whole new world for me. The workshop went for a total of 3 days over 2 weeks as the first day was an introduction to crystals themselves – their qualities, properties, caring for them, how to choose the right one, etc.

I knew I was in for something completely unexpected when as soon as I walked into the room on the first day BAM!  Instant massive headache!  I had to apologise to the facilitator as I was feeling really ill.  A few others also spoke up and said the same thing. She gave us all a chunk of black tourmaline and within 5 mins we were all fine again.  She explained that our headaches were a result of the huge numbers of crystals that she had in her place and it was a common side effect when one gets exposed to the accumulation of so much crystal energy if you aren’t used to it.  And we made it through day 1 without any more issues.

The second part was a 2 day workshop focused on using them to heal chakras.

Again I found that I responded physically really well to crystals when during the workshop it was my turn to play the ‘client’. The group of 12 split into pairs, each ‘therapist’ had 60min to treat their ‘client’ using the skills and knowledge we had learnt in the 2 day workshop. I was astonished by how I felt after just such a short session. A pendulum was used to ascertain which chakras needed work, crystals were placed on to the chakras and allowed to do their magic, and in no time at all I was feeling amazing. A number of people in the group reported having the crystals get very hot or cold during the session, others reported that the crystals sometimes got very heavy and almost felt like they were burrowing into their foreheads. Some crystals moved and refused to stay still. And we were told about one former student who had a crystal fling itself across the room on its own accord mid way through a treatment.

Since doing the crystal workshops I’ve amassed my own extensive collection and think of them as my children. I can sense their energy and am continually surprised by what they can do. The warnings we were told in class about how they may disappear and reappear, go for a wonder, how they vibrate and travel if they need to (to make sure they get to the right person) are all true. I’ve experienced these things many times.

Still today when I enter a place that has large quantities of crystals I tend to feel a bit  hot or overwhelmed after a while – but at least I don’t get a headache or get sick anymore.  I know that in the crystal wholesale places I visit they roster many staff on alternating days as they too get effected by the enormous amounts of energy present in these warehouses.

I think its easy for us to dismiss them as just pretty rocks, after all they have no eyes or ears or mouth and they just sit there. But this is again from our own perspective, and we live in a world that moves at a fast pace. For crystals life moves at a slower pace (it would if it took you a 1000 years to grow one inch) so to us they appear stationary when in fact they have a lot going on under the surface.

My Groupies

A few psychics I’ve been to have told me that I have a number of guides with me. In the early days I just took that on with a grain of salt. But since developing my own skills I’ve been able to meet them on the odd occasion.

Who are they? I call them ‘my dudes’ and we have a fairly informal relationship. No mystical reverence on my part that’s for sure:) That’s not to say that I don’t feel honored to have them in my life and thankful for their guidance. And respectful – I have a lot of respect for them. But mainly I honor the ‘spark of god’ within them as it is with all of us..They are just more evolved than we are.

At this point I still don’t know how many I actually have. I believe there are at least 5. The following is a break down of the ones I’m currently aware of and cover a span of almost 20 years.

Since starting this path I’ve met a number of them and have been fortunate enough to learn their names and occasionally see them. As I understand things – we all have at least one guide. Not sure what determines how many we have. For me – I have a number of guides but each has a greater presence in my life at particular points/stages. Sometimes one will step back as we move into a new phase to allow another to come through who is better suited to guide me through that next stage of life.

The first guide I was introduced to was Pomee – an old Native American Chief. He reminds me alot of my grandfather. Stern but friendly. I’ve met him many times in meditations and looking back I am convinced he was my first ‘invisible’ dude that used to visit me in my early 20’s. I covered that in this post He used to be a large part of my life but has taken a step back in the last few years to allow the others to come through. Regardless – he is my constant rock. I’ve shared many special moments with him in my meditations. I particularly remember an instance where he was basically telling me that he was stepping back. In that we shared a smoking pipe – I felt deeply honored that he would share one with me. Then at the end he actually gave me the pipe and although he didn’t say anything I knew it was his way of saying that he was taking a back seat for while. I remember opening my eyes and tears just streaming down my face. That was about 3 years ago and since then I’ve definitely noticed he’s not around as much. He still pops in from time to time which is nice.

The next guide I found out about was Ellie.
I first met Ellie when trying to get in touch with Pomee. But instead of Pomee showing up, I had a cloud of blue sparkles appear. The cloud consisted of about 20-30 loosely grouped blueish sparkles. So incredibly beautiful! And they hung around for a good 5 minutes. It was only much later I found out that the blue sparkles were ‘Ellie’. Since then I’ve learnt that she is an elemental (of the fairie kind) and appears either as blue sparkles or as a purple wispy thing. In her purple state she looks like purple ink dropped into a glass of water – very flowly and impacted by air currents. Before meeting/knowing about Ellie – I did not believe in fairies. When a psychic first told me about her and suggested I learn about them I was highly suspicious. But in the years since I’ve learnt a lot about elementals and have interacted with her and others. I’m now convinced they are real. More about elementals in another post though.

Then I met my animal spirit guide who happens to be a spider. Still not sure of her name although I’ve recently had an amazing interaction with her which I’ll post at a later date also.

Then I met my higher self. This was a little odd because on the one hand she’s very different to me – a lot taller, bigger oval eyes, long yellow hair, statuesque – but she also has a deep familiarity. I knew who she was from the eyes. The shape of them might of been different but there was something about her pupils that I instantly recognised as being part of me.

Then there was the lady in black who I like to call Devine Miss M. Her name as she spelt it out to me is something like Mestjaja but I can’t pronounce it so I call her Devine Miss M. I’ve not yet seen her face – I only ever see her in a black cowl. She’s more elderly judging by her posture and hands and I get the feeling she’ll be my guide later in life. She seems to be standing in the wings so to speak at the moment.

And more recently – since I’ve become a Reiki master and teacher, I now have a Reiki Guide along for the ride. He goes by the name of Master Hiroshi or Master Horushu….I can’t remember. I met clearly with him during my reiki master initiation and he told me his name but I was off the planet with all the energies around at that time that I can’t quite remember…I’m sure I’ll get it right one day.

What do they want? Just to help. But I first must ask for their help and then have the patience to receive it at the right time. [Which I’m still learning to do.]

Breaking the Spell

A friend of mine sent this to me. I found it really interesting to hear what David Icke had to say. And this video covers a number of topics – it’ll be one you need to listen to more than once to get it all. This video is about “Breaking the Spell and the Full Magnitude of Who We Are”. The graphics are just visual fillers – its the audio that’s the important part.

It came to me at a time when I had just experienced a week of living in the stream/being connected to my true form like never before. It was a truly amazing week. The saying which I’ve long believed ‘we are spiritual beings having a human existence’ became a reality as I became that spiritual being and was living life as a human whilst being fully aware of my self as a spirit. It was such a joyful precious week. Every thing that happened to me (even the not so good moments of frustration at people and situations….and the general crap that we all endure) was a moment of pure joy because I was just so excited to be having these experiences as a human. My spirit self was thrilled to be going through all these experiences as if for the first time. It was the first time ever that my spirit self was the dominant entity/personality in my body.

Unfortunately it all came to an end when I had some alcohol. I had a few glasses of wine with dinner one night and the next day my spirit self was the minor player in my body again and my ‘normal’ self was back. Let me tell you – it is incredibly depressing and makes you realise just how ‘blah’ our normal state of being is. But I am ever so grateful to have had that amazing experience. Definitely something to aim for.

Anyway enough of my ramblings – enjoy…

Someone’s in a bad mood

After my first visit with Julie (detailed in previous post)- where she explained that I have a number of spirits/guides around me and showed me how I could make sure I only dealt with positive beings – I came home.

That night, lying in bed, I felt a familiar sensation that one or two were hanging around. So I asked them as Julie had advised “Do you walk in Gods’ light?” Apparently this is one of the few questions which negative entities can not lie to. Straight away one of the beings became very annoyed and threatened. Its a hard thing to explain how this feels because I couldn’t see them. The only way I can describe it is that its similar to how we get ‘vibes’ from people around us. Sometimes you don’t need to ask someone if they are having a bad day – you just know. Sometimes a person can walk into a room, you don’t have to even see them to know what sort of mood they are in because they are giving off such a strong vibe. That’s what this was like. I didn’t need to see them to know they were shitty.

As I lay there in bed I was taken aback by the sudden rush of menace and hostility in the air. It was like the being had come right up into my face and was yelling at me (even though I couldn’t hear or see them). Of course I was shit scared thinking I’ve bitten off more than I can chew, but I was able to ask them to leave and stated strongly that only those who walked in Gods’ light may be in my presence. Then I proceeded to imagine myself surrounded by gold light and crosses as Julie had advised.

Eventually the hostility went away and its never been back since.

In the years since then I’ve only had one other negative incident. I definitely believe that anyone getting into energies etc needs to know how to protect themselves. There are many wonderful and good energies (angels and guides etc) in the world, there are many mischievous ones too, but there are also the negative energies. And they can attach themselves to us without our realising.

I have a secret

In 2008 I first met a psychic whom I would later come to call friend. Her name – Julie Lewin. I originally went to see her for some guidance around what direction to go in. The one hour session turned into 2.5 hours and a proper introduction to the world of others. I believe her job was to awaken my awareness and to get me started more seriously on my spiritual path. She introduced me to energies, particular books/authors (a list of which is available on my page Books Worth Reading. She also showed me ways in which I could start communicating with the others and how to protect myself. Thanks to her my abilities have increased greatly and still do today. Its a case of the more you use it the better you get at it.
I feel privileged to be able to see/feel/hear the things I do as it shows me just how truly amazing life really is. There’s a whole new world that co-exists with our own. Its very much like a big secret. So big in fact its right in front of everyone on the planet – if only we could slow down enough to see it.

Spider animal totem

I should also explain around now that by 2008 I’d been having regular dreams about spiders for the last 5 years or so. I always assumed these were as a result of living in a place where we had massive Golden Orb Weaving spiders outside everywhere and the fact that I was quite scared of them. But it was getting ridiculous – I would have spiders coming at me in my dreams all the time. Sometimes just the one, sometimes millions….all trying to get to me. At the time I would wake up terrified thinking that I had spiders in my bed as in my dreams they had landed on me and were crawling over me.

Randomly, the spiders came up in conversation with Julie and she explained that because I dreamt of them so often, generally that meant that they were my animal totem/spirit guide. Which I almost choked on given my fear of them. But she also made me realise that not once in my dreams had they ever bitten me. Julie suspected that they were after me to tell me things and that I needed to stop and listen to them. She also explained that if I ever saw a web in my dream that it symbolised where on my own life web I’m at.

A few years later in a guided meditation on meeting your animal guides I got to meet my spider guide. I apologised for my bad reactions to her attempts to get messages to me and she didn’t mind. She was just nice.

I still get the spider dreams every so often and I still occasionally try to kill the spiders in my dreams but I’ve learnt to let them get closer and not be quite so paralysed with fear as I once was. I’m not saying I’m not scared – because they still freak me out – but I’m slowly learning to control it.

If you regularly dream or meditate of an animal or even see one when you have your eyes closed – why not try researching its meaning in the various ancient cultures like Native American, Celtic, etc. There’s a lot of info out there on animal totems/guides and shamanism. You might just surprise yourself.

The Wings Are Real

So by now its late 2008 – and for the last 10 years I’d been having visits from an air disturbance and I was experiencing my ‘other’ dreams much more regularly – by now I’d learnt to tell the difference between a normal dream and one of my ‘other’ dreams.

Then one afternoon, as I was enjoying a drink in my backyard, I found it very uncomfortable to be leaning back in my normally comfortable chair. So I sat forward. I notice that I have this extra weight on my back….almost like wearing a backpack but it was very localised to my shoulder blades. So I shrug my shoulders trying to shake off the feeling. But this only makes me more aware that I definitely seem to have something extra on my back. The sensation was almost limb-like. Like I had sprouted an arm from my shoulder…I could feel the extra appendage embed into my current body structure. I chuckle to myself thinking “You know….if I didn’t know better I’d say I’ve just grown wings…”. The sensation is so real and life like – I can almost feel the feathers on them and I can definitely feel them extending themselves out and flapping about as if testing themselves. I’m so surprised by how real it feels that I start looking over my shoulder to check that I can’t actually see them. But there’s nothing to be seen.

So I think to myself ” O….kay….. this is new….”

When I hear a voice inside my head say “The wings are real”

*cue straight dead pan face, eye brow lift and tumble weed rolling by*

A few months later I’m lying in bed trying to go to sleep. I’m on my back when I get the urge to rollover onto my stomach because it’s too uncomfortable sleeping on wings (that is literally the thought that went through my head as I tossed over…before realising what I was thinking). I could actually feel the restriction of wing being squashed into my shoulder blades because I was lying on them. So I rollover and try to get some sleep when suddenly no only can I feel I have sprouted wings again but everything goes a very bright yellow/white. Even though I have my eyes closed I can still see the bright colour/light. Its so bright that I have to squint.

I didn’t know what to make of it all. I thought that perhaps I’d been a bird in a previous life or maybe I’d picked up on something angel like. My intuitive friend Julie Lewin explained that it was indeed an angelic experience. She explained that I had the ability to exist in both this plane and the angelic plane at the same time and that is what had happened.

At that time I was still struggling with even believing in angels. I was open to it on one hand but also skeptical having come from a very non-religious background. Now in 2012 I definitely believe they exist having had a few more experiences with them. I’m thankful for their presence in my life and I look forward to the day when I can hear them.

Into a new millenium and a trip back in time

This post covers the next bit of my life upto around 2008 and my two biggest events that made me realise I may be onto something.

So 1999 clicked over to 2000 without drama – none of the computer and system meltdowns happened that people were freaking out about at the time. Oh how we laugh about it now….

My ‘dude’ would still show up every now and then if I wanted him to…and sometimes when I didn’t want him to. I’d have random dreams mainly of every day happenings. The frustrating part was that these dreams would literally last only 2 – 5 seconds…like a flash. And I’d just be left with this memory of an everyday sort of event – like sitting at a computer with 2 screens, digging dirt, talking with someone, viewing budget information…random stuff that didn’t make any sense at the time. I didn’t pay it any attention and totally forgot about them within the next few days.

The most eye opening event up until that point in my life happened around 2001. I experienced a dream in which someone close to me told me something I wasn’t meant to know about a friend. The next morning I called my friend to ask if it was true – which it was. My friend asked how I’d found out, to which I replied someone told me in a dream the previous night. Although I was devastated by the news I was also shocked by the way in which I’d found out. The voice had been so clear in my dream – it was as if they were in the room talking to me. That experience was the most amazing I’d have for a long time.

Then in 2004 I had an even more amazing experience. On my way home from work – I was quite tired and sort of day dreaming my way through the crowds. You know how you can go on autopilot so to speak. I was standing at a set of lights waiting for them to change. The lights changed and the crowd and I went to move forward. But in that instant I found myself in what I’m pretty sure is 1850’s America – I think it was what people call the wild west. Very dusty and nothing but dirt around. I was in a smallish town where all the buildings were made of timber, the road was very wide, some buildings had a verandah out the front, there were saloons and brothels and horse drawn wagons/carriages. It was an odd experience because it was like I was riding inside someone elses head and looking out through their eyes. I was a young lady – maybe 18 – walking with my girl friend arm in arm laughing and chattering. We were walking along one of the wooden plank areas out the front of some of the shops. I remember looking down to see what I was wearing and saw a full frilly dress in blueish grey with long sleaves and buttons all the way down from my neck to my waist, and I had black shoes with a small heel . The shoes were too small for me because my feet hurt terribly. What really struck me was the smells of the place (this may not mean much to you but in this lifetime I have a thing about strong smells -in particular body odour). Not only did I smell (deoderant wasn’t invented), but my friend did too. I remember thinking ‘dear god I stink’ but the me I was riding in and my friend didn’t seem at all bothered. And then I was over come by another smell – that of horse droppings and urine. The air was thick with a urea-like smell and just a general horsey smell. I was so fouled by the smell and all the sounds that I didn’t notice we’d come to a crossing in the road. I stepped out and almost got hit by a passing horse wagon which snapped me awake and also sent me back to 2004. And there I was just about to take my first step crossing at the lights with the rest of the crowd. Only 1/100th of a second had past in 2004 (if any) but I had been in 1850’s for a good 10 mins. And what I was left with as I crossed the road was the urea smell lingering in my nostrils, the sounds of carriages and the distinct clear as day memory of the place.

1850s AmericaI’ve found an image on the internet which reminds me vaguely of that time period to help give an example of what I’m referring to. The city in the image seems much more civilised though from the place I was in. My town was smaller and rougher and there were no trees. The men were rougher – more cowboy type than gentlemen.

As I finished crossing the road the experience amused me more than anything. Although I was surprised it had happened it didn’t scare me. I remember thinking “well that was interesting” and I went home.

To this day I have no idea what that experience was – did I manage to slip into an Alpha state and so was easily able to jump to a previous life? Did I encounter a gap between the two realities? Did I move through that persons spirit that was for some reason where I was? As far as I can tell it was the first – I was so brain dead that most likely I was in an Alpha state and so jumped effortlessly to another life where there was a message for me. Again my friend Julie was able to advise me on this experience years later. She explained that I was there to experience my sore feet as that is a sign of being afraid to move forward – which I was at the time in this lifetime but just didn’t see it at the time.

Getting back to my dreams – Over the following years many of my random dreams started to come true- or rather I’d experience what I had dreamt. Bit by bit I would find myself experiencing deja vu…over the most normal things. Where and what I was doing for work, where I lived and what I was doing to renovate the place and even to the extent of pets I’d have. The down side was that there usually was 3 – 8 years between me having the dream and me experiencing it. The one thing I’ve learnt from the dreams is how to differentiate them from actual dreams that don’t come true. Some how the prophetic dreams are more real – the images are crisp and its from my point of view, and I have no control over them. Where as with normal dreams I have a bit of control over, I can play back or slow it down to suit and there’s a certain flexibility to the visuals.

At this stage there are alot of dreams which are yet to fulfil themselves. I look forward to seeing if indeed they do turn into experiences. And I know that there’s alot of dreams I’ve had that I don’t remember having that will turn into experiences also – so I look forward to that moment and the joy it brings me.